Saturday, 10 January 2015

Broken Heart

Assalamualaikum..hmm. .sedih sedih sedihhhhh. .uwaaaa. .sedihnya. .sebab apa? broken heart. .broken heart pasal tidak jadi pulang kampung hari ni. .exam sudah habis. .lepas kokum rancang mau balik. .semalam sudah packing. .baju harian semua sudah dalam beg. .semalam keluarkan satu baju ja untuk kuliah,then plan mau pulang pas habis kokum. .mak aiii. .kawan mesej semalam mau pegi penilaian tarian yang kami miss hari tu,35% mark okeyy. .banyak tu. .so kan sepatutnya hari ni saya pulang,tapi memandangkan my father ambil petang coz dia ada kursus,nahh ini lah peluang mau hadir penilaian tu. .lagipun kawan sudah mesej sifu,sifu cakap lepas habis paper esok boleh jumpa. .hmm. .mau tau apa yg jadi? lepas exam tadi,jumpa sifu. .laa ingat kan dia mau nilai kami hari ni,last2 hari isnin. .Ya Allah. .sakitnya hati. .huahua. .sifu cakap ranau tu dekat ja,tapi masalahnya bapa saya d kk sudah. .nahh. .ee. .geram nya. .napa lah bukan hari ni ja sifu nilai bah. .aduii. .mau pulang. .excited suda bah mau balik. .checkout asrama pun sudah. .tapi last2 hari isnin balik,itu pun kalau sempat balik isnin..ee. .malas nya. .i hate this. .urghhh.tapi tidak apa lah. .demi markah. .saya tidak mau pointer jatuh gara2 35% tu. .wahh banyak bah tu. .mana tau dapat full mark,kalau rendah markah exam,35% tu berbaloi bh,selamat suda. .hmm k lah. .teda guna merepek. .bagus tengok movie. .boleh sudah relaks2 buat masa ni. .kbye. .sapa yg bercuti tu yg balik kampung,jaga diri,jaga kesihatan. .jgn buat sesuatu yg tidak sepatutnya. .amalan kita dicatat tiap saat,tiap hari. .berbuat baik lah. .insyaAllah di jamin dunia akhirat. .sama2 memperbaiki diri ke arah yg lebih baik.manfaatkan lah waktu n masa cuti ni bersama family tercinta .papaiii. .see you again next semester. .wehee. .cuti sebulan. .happy. .k daa. .Assalamualaikum. .)

Wednesday, 7 January 2015

Can't wait to come back home★★

Assalamualaikum. .heyyy. .im back. .ahaa. .active mood. .hehe. .terasa rajin pula menaip . . mau tenangkan fikiran sekejap. .yesss. .done packing! packing what? my things lerr. .maklumlah cuti-cuti Malaysia sudah. .sebulan mahhh. .heh. *sigh* :3 . .well,there are so many things i have to bring and return it all at home. .barang2 saya di sini,fuhh. .penuh. .tapi masa mula2 dtg sini,rasanya barang tak banyak pun. .nahh. .tanda2 shopping berabis d kk. .ok lah ok. .yg penting barang2 ni mau di angkut balik rumah. .tapi bukan semua lah. .mati lah sudahlah naik bus seja. .alahai. .sudahlah kurus. .mak aiii. .patah tulang woo. .hahaha. .nanti cuti semester dua ni memang semua barang perlu di angkut. .tapi mungkin time tu mau minta ambil family lah. .sapa lah larat mau angkat banyak barang. .berat. .lain lah kalau ada guard kan? hehe. .finally. .cuti suda. .sekian lama tidak balik rumah. .rindu Ranau. .mau feel sejuk2 time di kampung. .lama tidak rasa suasana macam tu. .rindunya. .hee. .plan mau cari kerja part time,tapiii. .sebulan tu sekejap seja kan? mana ada yang mau ambil pekerja kalau sebulan saja. .nanti lah cuti semester 2 . .3 months ok? yeepy. .gembiranya. .dan masa tu akan terpisah dengan rumate tercinta. .Kakak Hana,dan dua adik Yaya dan Ipah. .well,i will miss them. .even sometimes we fighting,but well i will miss them. . :(

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macam tiada semangat sudah mau study ni. .asyik ingat mau balik rumah saja. .aduhh. .esok lagi tu paper falsafah. .lain lagi falsafah sejarah hari tu . .esok falsafah pendidikan. .well see? there are so many type of philosophy. .and it's killed me so muchh! stress sangat bah mau study semua lah fakta. .adoyaiii. .fakta fakta. .apa boleh buat. .lama-lama expert lah . .don't worry. .huhu. .

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emm dalam falsafah pendidikan ni banyak kaitan dengan sejarah juga. .tapi ia lebih kepada pendidikan lah. .kena tahu konsep falsafah dengan betul. .baru kita boleh faham. Falsafah tu apa? ini dia konsep Falsafah :

*falsafah ni adalah drp bahasa Yunani iaitu philos : CINTA dan sophos Kebijaksanaan. .so falsafah ialah mencintai kebijaksanaan. .tokoh pertama yg menggunakan istilah falsafah ialah Phytagoras yg mengelarkan dirinya sebagai philosophos (pencinta kebijaksanaan).

perkembangan falsafah pendidikan ni ada tiga tahap perkembangan. .pertama FP sebelum kemasukan British,FP selepas kemasukan British,dan FP selepas merdeka. .senang seja sebenarnya subjek ni kalau faham dan hayati betul2. .yang paling penting kita kena tau dalam falsafah ni ada 4 cabang ilmu. . antaranya Metafizik@ontologi,Epistemologi,Aksiologi dan Logik. .hah istilah tu susah kan mau ingat? hehe. . hah adik2 junior d luar sana yang mau ambil course pendidikan macam kakak ni,study lah ya elok2. .course ni memang senang sangat kalau rajin study. .so gud luck. .hehe. .

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kesitu lah pula saya. .haha. .takpa. .study di sini bah. .esok kan exam. .dpt juga praktiss minda. .alahai. .ok lah. .penat sudah ni,penat otak mbaca seharian. .penat packing lagi. .huh. .nanti ada masa saya akan update lagi entry baru. .itu pun kalau rajin. .bila dah pulang rumah,mana lah dapat on blog. .asyik melayan karenah anak buah dan adik sepupu yang masih kecilll. .hehe. .i miss them. .

ok lah gudnyte. .Assalamualaikum. .see ya later ヽ(^。^)ノ

↘my thingss. . -_-# sabor lah nak. :3

Tuesday, 6 January 2015

Feeling to relaxxx my mind

Peace be Upon. .masih stayup? hihii. .well,im back again. .feeling don't know what to do. .so wanna relaxx my mind a few hours,before continue study . .what kind of subject im study about for this night? night? it's midnight already. .hehe. .fuhhh. .soo tired,tired of writing. .i can't understand if i just read only. .i must writing. .and this hand like seriously $#&%*%. .faham2 lah. .lenguh bah. .adoyaiii. .kaki pun kebas duduk bersila atas kerusi. .my style. .who cares. .hehe. .maigaddd. .i just read one topic already. .i have another 5-6 topic to cover. .it is philosophy of education. .let mw tell you briefly about philosophy. philosophy is about the love of wisdom. .interesting? no,yes,no,yes. .i don't know but well as usually when im studying about history. .then i'll feel the same situation reading this book (philosophy of education). . -_- it depends on yours actually,if you love this subject,you can score it easily. .compared to me,i don't even like to read a book that full of fact. .i can't remember all these fact. .urghhh. .this make me feel so stressed. .i want to shout out loudly. .arghhhhhhhhhhhh. .examm. .examm. .i always with my old school style. .always last minutes. .anyone? can you give me some advice? im too lazy okey. .i love sleep,i love blogwalking,and anything that make me feel enjoyable. .that's me. .yehaaa. .

okey2. enough. .i have to continue study. .gudnyte your all. .lain kali dtg lah jenguk sini lagi. .hehe. .★

Monday, 5 January 2015

♥Never to Late To Wish Happy New Year♥

Assalamualaikum fellas. .blogwalking here again? don't you ever feel bored with my entry? btw thank you for visiting here again. .i appreciate it soo much. .wink3** tadaaaa. .look at my tittle above. .am i too late to wish a happy new year? hehe. .it's been 5 pages already . .never too late. .hehe. .

Happy New Year,Happy New Year!! ★★★★★★ hehe. .Alhamdulilah. .finally we can still celebrate new year. . yiehaaa. .and im gettin older (*^﹏^*) turning 21 for this upcoming May. .huuu. . but nvm. .as long as i still look young maybe .bhahahahaha. .*perasan mintapuji* . .hehe. .okey berhenti merepek. .hua2.

hmm. .when i opened my blog,wow there are so many post i saw about their resolution for this year. .and I? should i listing my resolution here? mcm menyampah dan merepek kan? haha. .sokey lah. .just keep in my heart. .aisey. .hehe. .and im looking for my future. .throwback last year. .i think i had post about new year 2014 in my older entry right? about my wishes? ohh just find it okey. .and the most important things that i wish last year is about my result stpm and i want to persue my study at my dream Universiti (UMS). .and now i still can't believe that i finally can be here -UMS- and im taking my course that is education. .just 3 years left and i will become a teacher's. .im really really grateful with everything that i've got today. . feel like i wanna cry. .huhu.

p/s byk betul and,and,and. .hahaha. .

are you really want to know about my wishes this year? emm okey2. i will tell you,just keep reading yahhh. .Here's my wishes for 2015 ★★:

♥i want to be matured and solve all my problems without asking for someone help
♥i want to wake up early every morning,and do all things that give me benifit in my life
♥struggle for my studies,score at least 3.7 ++ every semester
♥be more independent,tough,strong
♥understanding
♥manage my breakfast,lunch and dinner wisely
♥shopping just for the important things only
♥make savings
♥being talkactive,and happy go lucky
♥try harder to communicate with people around
♥i want to find part time job during sem break
♥make new friend

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actually all my wishes above is randoms. .hehe. .but ok,i will do it all as long as i can do it. .hoho. .yess,for sure. .i will be more talkactive with people around.even with my friend,im really2 quiet just when they ask me something,then i will start a conversation. .that's why people say im too innocent but then sometimes im naughty. .just because im not talking with others they expect me like that. .people always ask me why you are so kind Fatin? kind? hahaha. .im not too kind,not too evil,not too naughty. .but that is my way. .i am Fatin,and forever will be my self. .im just an ordinary young girl's. .i am too shy to face with many people. .i just can't live without friend. .im afraid to talking with people. .maybe for me,they're such a strangers. .

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actually,the most important thing i want to do is i want to change my self. .change my attitude,with my own self. .i want to be more better than last year. .even im 21 y/o already,i still childish. maybe this is because the influence from my siblings,but nvm. .i will try to be more matured after this. .heee. .

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and also have a special wishes  for my relationship with my soulmate . .actually it's been 4years already i have a relationship with him. .hehe. .even love in a long distance,but until now we still together. .sometimes im hurt because of him,because he close to many girls. .i hate it. .hate it. .im jealous. .i keep praying for us. .i can't forget everything that makes me hurt. .it was so painful. .huh. .i can't stay strong anymore . .i believe,some day will be my turn to live happily with someone that really love me. .yes. .one day. .i hope he's the person i mean. .hehe. .

owww well that's all for tonite. .i have to open my book now. .wednesday is philosophy of education paper. .wish me luck . .keep in touch. .i'll be back soon. .just keep waiting. . ♥♥